The Fallen But Not Forgotten Podcast
Bluecoat Foundation's founder, Chris Jay, sits down with family, friends & co-workers of those in law enforcement who have gone through the tragedy of losing loved ones by way of line-of-duty deaths. By discussing the lives of these selfless individuals, Bluecoat Foundation looks to honor their legacies. Through memories, laughter, tears and even at times anger, Bluecoat Foundation seeks to improve the health and safety of those in law enforcement by shedding light onto a topic that can be difficult to discuss.
The Fallen But Not Forgotten Podcast
"Working in the shadows of incredible heroes": A 9/11 Story
On September 11th 2024 we hosted our 3rd Annual honor workout, THE DOM, in conjunction with our 3rd PROJECT ENDURE.
Officer Joe Cirrito completed a 24-hour workout in honor of his friend, Dominic Pezullo, who died in the line-of-duty when the Twin Towers fell on 9/11.
During the event, I had the honor to talk with a 27-year retired police officer from the same police department Officer Pezullo was from, The Port Authority Police Department.
Robert (Bobby) Egbert was there on 9/11. We talk about his experience that day and how it has affected his life since. I want to thank Bobby for being so open and honest with such a sensitive topic.
Bobby dedicates this podcast to the 65 Port Authority police officers who have died in the line-of-duty, especially the PAPD 37 who perished on 9/11.
Timestamps:
00:01:38 “The Dom”
00:03:15 The power of remembering our police lineage. “…working in the shadows of incredible heroes.”
00:04:54 LAPD Officer Joe Cirrito
00:09:25 Becoming a cop.
00:12:00 Choices made on 9/11
00:14:00 Deploying to The World Trade Center
0030:00 Trauma & balance.
00:32:00 The power of talking it out.
00:34:00 Unbecoming: When do we become human again?
00:36:00 The Gift of Acceptance
00:38:00 Surrounded by death.
00:40:00 The culture and the mindset
00:42:00 The Holy S*#t Factor
00:46:00 Empathy is not possible, and that’s ok.
00:50:00 Mental Health
00:52:00 Suicide
01:02:00 The reality of an OIS (officer involved shooting) and critical incidents.
01:13:00 Gratitude and a lesson learned: “The World Trade Center” vs “Ground Zero”
01:17:00 Big City vs Small Town policing
01:18:00 Podcast dedication
01:22:00 Captain Kathy Mazza
Some of Bobby’s publishings:
Running to honor the fallen - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2018/11/running-to-honor-the-fallen/
Where our stories are - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2024/05/where-our-stories-are/
https://apbweb.com/2019/08/rebuilding-after-9-11/
Misunderstood - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2023/07/misunderstood/
Safety pin - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2023/05/safety-pin/
https://apbweb.com/2023/02/keys/
The Deuce - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2022/10/the-deuce/
My 9/11 — well, what I remember of it - American Police Beat Magazine
https://apbweb.com/2022/09/my-9-11-well-what-i-remember-of-it/
In memory of a homeless veteran - American Police Beat Magazine